Pulling teeth
I doubt I mentioned it, but I’ve been doing a post-doc since October. It’s only half-time and doesn’t pay very much, but it beats being a complete deadbeat.
Right now I’m trying to write a report on the work I’ve done so far, both to get down in writing what I’ve done in Matlab and Perl and to get a head-start on the final report which will be due when the project ends. I’d forgotten how much fun it is to try to pull ideas out of my head and write them down when said ideas are researchy and not stream of conciousness blog posts. It’s very slow going.
The project will most likely end in June. Right now I’m trying to line up some contract work with the external sponsor of my post-doc so I can maintain my flexible schedule and do stuff I like and am good at. However, I really cannot afford to wait too long on that before trying something else. Since on one hand my PhD has priced me very high, and on the other hand I cannot claim years of experience with either Java or C#, I appear to be royally screwed.
I know C-plus-plus* quite well, and I know C even better. However, those aren’t the sexy languages everyone uses today. I can write code full of pointers with nary a memory leak or core dump, but no one cares about that any more. Even the fact that Java and C-plus-plus are very similar doesn’t help me one iota.
My solution? I will do temp work. I will work dirt cheap. I don’t have all that long now before I get too old for many places to hire me.
I’m also considering other possibilities. I have an idea for a book that might pan out. Also, I’m considering learning to do metal work. One does what one must, and perhaps the fact that I’m really good at something like programming won’t help me that much.
The degree wasn’t a waste of time at all. I’m glad I got it. However, it sure isn’t the ticket to a really good job I thought it would be.
*I cannot type it with the two “plus” symbols… when I do it won’t post properly. I’m too lazy to try to figure out why, but my guess is that it’s a bug in wordpress 1.5.